I am so happy with the changes I made to my life. Things are getting so much better as opposed to being stuck in a constant loophole because of the people and activities I was surrounding myself with. I was stuck. I mistakingly pointed my finger at the wrong people and issues when, now that I look back at that, it was the opposite all along and I was getting nowhere. I know this because now that stress is gone for the most part. I don’t regret it. I don’t feel sorry for those I pushed away. I’m not sorry. At all. And I will continue to voice my thoughts on this as much as I like because to me, it was a big turning point and I’m proud and more happy than ever. If you don’t like it, build yourself a bridge and get the fuck over it because I don’t care anymore. Now there’s no more wasting my time getting shitfaced out of BOREDOM around people doing completely idiotic shit because that’s all they ever liked to do. There’s no more witnessing my friends be extremely and continuously two faced to each other AND myself (yeah, think twice about that.) Watching your friends slowly spiral down from who you thought they were, to who you never in a million years thought they’d become. I could go on and on with that list, but what really did it for me was watching people I thought were genuine turn out to be liars. Don’t put on a front if you can’t back it up. Be yourself. And don’t let others change you. Don’t ever let others change you unless it’s for the better. If there’s one thing I ever learned in life, it’s be true to yourself because ultimately it’s you before everyone else. Now I know I can trust my friends and I’m not surrounded by the stupid shit I was before. There’s less immaturity and facades. I feel like I can finally take a breather without wishing I was somewhere else and doing something different constantly. It took me a year to finally pull myself out of that bullshit, but I did it. Thank fucking god.