I feel like every one of my friends has someone they like better than me. That's okay, I guess, that's life. But just once, I'd like to be someone's number one. Maybe I shut people out. Maybe I'm too needy or too emotional or too hyper. I honestly don't know why most people have never truly cared to get close to me. Nearly everyone who ever has, hurt me in the end. Just once, though, I'd like to be the first person someone calls. Just once, I'd like to be the only person they really ever want to hang out with. Just once, I'd like to be cared about, whether it be a best friendship or a romantic thing. I want to feel like someone calls me their best friend. Just once, I'd really like to be someone's number one.